I think it has to... WOW just got a text when i started typing that from the person it was gonna be about, fuck tahts a bit creepy. Anyway ill re start.

I think it has to do with the timing. Ive been through it before, being on both sides of this miserable coin. I thought that it wouldnt bother this much. I thought i was use to it. People leave other peoples lives all the time i just think it was how it happened. I always thought the moment of when we found out we had feeling for eacher would be an amazing moment of sun shine and long green grass but instead it turned into a moment of saddness and regret. The hardest part of knowing that i have to start ignoring her calls and texts is that she was the person i would have told it all about to. i guess its the path my feet are walking and i just need to keep going on that path. If it goes in that direction and our paths cross again then ill be happy with it but i need to swollow the big ball of isolation that it knowing that our paths with never be in line again...