I don't know why
But this time of year always bums me out
Like a fuck load
I've been cutting more
And now I'm places which are hard to hide
I'm so stupid
Why there and in summer so I can just layer on fucking cloths
Oh well all day no one commented on my scars which was nice
But it makes me wonder have my parents not seen them or have they seen them and don't wanna talk to me abOut it

I think if they new
It would be easier
But I just know that my mum would cry and I can't deal with leading her to paiin