Everyone is making plans
And I feel like I'm just stuck here
In the same spot
Not moving foward
I'm still fucked up
I'm still wrecked
I'm still complaining about my life

The only thing that has changed is that I have added scars to my story board
People have left just as they did before and more people are emerging
But no one ever stays for that long
They give me there issues, make me care
And then are surprised when I hate the people that have hurt them
Oh well
It's time to give in
To go back to drinking alone and shutting everyone out
It's not the first time so this will be easy

Maybe if I avoid everyone they will all leave and I will never have to feel them leave one by one anymore

I don't understand how know one looks at me and see that I am Brocken, I'm always the person you cares never the person to be taken care of.