every day it seems to get worse.
the need to hurt my self
i cant stop the impulse

i just get this feeling that
well
i dont even know

my mind just looses it self
and i end up looking in the mirror to my bleeding

im scared
i cant have depression
i just cant deal with know if i do right now

i already suffer from post dramatic stress and now
it seems like i have another mental illness to add

i dont know what the fuck im gonna do....