cant do this

you say these things
that ur dont want me to freak
the things that would make normal people run

but im here
i stayed by yourside
and you showed me that you do still love him

the way you looked at him
the way you kiss him infront of me

it shows me that you should be with him
and that i was right
i jumpped to conclusions and was wrong
i hoped for something bigger
something better then i should ever have
and i was wrong
so very wrong

so im gonna step back
im gonna leave you be
im gonna make you realise that he is the better one
and that he always will be

maybe i just need some more smokes
somthing to calm me down
and not think the way i do